If you do not make an effort to actively maintain any thoughts, it will deteriorate

 

  …It was only a dozen years ago. In the quagmire that can not bear to listen to puestions and answers and killing each other, A couple went bankrupt…

  …And my daughter was made to throw away my mother name, which was taken in by my father, and sweared by my father. Half forced…

  「I will never see my mother again.」